world diabetes day
I had no idea today was a holiday! yay! I should be hosting a big party but I would have to work wayyyy to hard to cook/bake party food I could actually eat. and then, no one would come anyway haha. this would be the theme song: It's my party and I'll cry if I want to!
I went to pick up my insulin prescription and asked the girl if I get a discount today since it's World Diabetes Day. She looked so confused like "oh maybe she IS supposed to get a discount!?" I just laughed and hoped she would make it happen! I guess it was worth the try.
I've really been struggling to keep my BG levels normal. The insulin isn't "working" like it used to. What does it mean? I don't know! What do I do? I definitely do not know! It's one of those things that makes me feel un-normal...alone. Like no matter what I do, how independent I think I am, I will always be dependent. That's what's frustrating.
And of course, that be said, I'm still grateful for my blessings and that I'm still alive and able to chase my dreams. Not giving up.
I went to pick up my insulin prescription and asked the girl if I get a discount today since it's World Diabetes Day. She looked so confused like "oh maybe she IS supposed to get a discount!?" I just laughed and hoped she would make it happen! I guess it was worth the try.
I've really been struggling to keep my BG levels normal. The insulin isn't "working" like it used to. What does it mean? I don't know! What do I do? I definitely do not know! It's one of those things that makes me feel un-normal...alone. Like no matter what I do, how independent I think I am, I will always be dependent. That's what's frustrating.
And of course, that be said, I'm still grateful for my blessings and that I'm still alive and able to chase my dreams. Not giving up.
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