life is hard so what
There are so many things to worry about. So many things to do. Health bills keep coming in - $250 there, $75 here, $100 everywhere. Scary and sad things happening in our community - a friend disappeared while surfing, a corrupt government, bad people getting what they want. I can't get decent sleep. And now I'm questioning my career. I know that photography is my passion and what I love to do. And I know...I'm not supposed to let one client make me doubt myself. But really, it's making me question what I'm doing.
Maybe I should say that it's actually not a bad thing to question yourself - I would agree that we need to keep ourselves in check and make sure we're truly following our heart. But it's hard to feel like I failed.
I need to take a step back, I think. I need to reevaluate. I need new goals. I guess its time for change. Ok I can take that. Always got time for improvement, right!
As I was writing this I came upon a site with "Spiritually uplifting memes". One said:
"No one likes to fail, but we mortals do not become champions without making mistakes." -Uchtdorf
I can't be too upset. I just have to keep pushing forward! I really want to be a champion one day.
Maybe I should say that it's actually not a bad thing to question yourself - I would agree that we need to keep ourselves in check and make sure we're truly following our heart. But it's hard to feel like I failed.
I need to take a step back, I think. I need to reevaluate. I need new goals. I guess its time for change. Ok I can take that. Always got time for improvement, right!
As I was writing this I came upon a site with "Spiritually uplifting memes". One said:
"No one likes to fail, but we mortals do not become champions without making mistakes." -Uchtdorf
I can't be too upset. I just have to keep pushing forward! I really want to be a champion one day.
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